If only I could...

sometimes I think I'm not that compatible with this world...
in every way I think and desire...
extreme faith only leads to extreme depression in a discerned eye...
if only I could think the thinkable, do the undoable, ask the unaskable...
if only I could freeze these momentary particularities...
if only I could increase my mass till time-space is warped...
around me then I can perpetuate the nostalgia...

well...I'll get ready for the renaissance...